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02 déc 2009

(pas de sujets)

I think I'm breaking out of my shell.
Finally.

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26 sep 2009

We made it around full circle, it never ends,
Loving, living, fighting, crying, talking, loving, living, fighting
It's getting old, I'm getting old, and I'm getting tired
Of this same old run around.
It takes a weekend to figure this out?
What you're supposed to have known
Since day one.
Ever think, if I had just, kept on drumming,
Never asked a question.
I'd still be drumming, and you'd be my "what if?"
But instead I put the sticks down,
and kissed you with my eyes shut tight
I should've kept them open.
I should've kept on drumming.
This time around, I don't have time for you to waste.
I've got enough on my plate.

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16 sep 2009

(pas de sujets)

I fall in love every time I look in your eyes.

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09 sep 2009

(pas de sujets)

It's all make believe
You and me
It's what we wanna see

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25 aoû 2009

(pas de sujets)

You keep the air in my lungs

Floating along as a melody comes

And my heart beats like timpani drums

Keeping the time while a symphony strums

23 aoû 2009

(pas de sujets)

So it's not until you're gone from everything you knew so well
That you start to realize which things u mean to keep
And which you never meant to have
One week away from home and I've got one damn good idea as to what I'm going to do
With you, with me, with work, with school, with life.

So I've noticed I'm a lot more religious than I thought I was.
I've noticed I'm far smarter than I thought I was.
And I've noticed that I'm scared. Very scared. Incredibly scared.
Of what I don't know or fully understand.

So we said August would change things, or things would change in August.
Whatever the case. It's happening and last time, it was a terrible shift.
But this time, it'll be for the better, and we will all come out of this fall
Stronger, braver, smarter, more confident, and down right more OPEN to life.

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19 aoû 2009

(pas de sujets)

I have absolutely no doubt in my mind, for once in my life.
Let's do it.

13 aoû 2009

(pas de sujets)

So August is here.

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04 aoû 2009

(pas de sujets)

I'm having an awesome time and an awesome life, for the time being, and I'm hoping that when I come down from this cloud, you'll be there.

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22 juil 2009

(pas de sujets)

This weekend was crazy.

I miss tour so much! More importantly I miss my tour friends very much. It was nice seeing all of them and talking to them. Unfortunately TS is still a mess... I don't think they're ever going to change that...but it was nice just seeing everything. All the corps warming up in the lot, all the people in halves, the drums, the horns, pushing the vibes...and that tunnel O.O omg, the worst tunnel in the world. That I didn't miss at all. LOL. It was a great night.

The best part was him. My head on his shoulder watching drumcorps. Our fingers laced as we walked towards the buses. His arm around me talking to friends. He kissed me on the forehead. "Three weeks" he said and he got on his bus and I got in the car. And we went in different directions.

It's strange thinking about all the change, and noticing it as it JUST happens. It's strange thinking about the faith I have in certain things, thinking that maybe I should let it go for a while, and surprise myself later on in life. Thinking that maybe this is a test of that faith, thinking that I might be failing if that's the case.I feel like I have a lot of thinking to do. But that I think too much.

Ladies and gentlemen,
Welcome to my mind,
it's a strange place,
but we like it that way
:)

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15 juil 2009

(pas de sujets)

So here's the calendar :

July 18th - 21st - Tallahassee/Louisiana (DCI)

July 25th - Warped Tour

July 26th - Plan Z's Vacation To Hell Show

August 2nd-5th - Maryland/D.C/ Virginia (SSPU!!)

August 16th - Incubus

August 17th-23rd - ENGLAND

Things are finally getting interesting

<3 \/ :]

14 juil 2009

(pas de sujets)

"That's what everybody wants,Nicky. They don't want a twenty-four-hour hump sesh, they don't want to be married to you for a hundred years. They just want to hold your hand."

-Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist

It's so true.
Because when I held his hand I knew I wanted nothing more than to just hold it for a little bit longer.
Maybe it's nothing....maybe its everything...maybe.
I guess we'll see what comes of this when August arrives.
I guess Marifel was right.
August might be the turning point of this year.
All things left behind and so many new to look forward to.
But August is in two weeks.
Are we really going to be that different in two weeks?
Or will we be the same, with different people around us?

08 juil 2009

<3

I want so badly to believe that there is truth, that love is real
And I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd.

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02 juil 2009

Hello Closure, how nice of you to join us.

mood:

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music: The hum of life inside a house that never stops

All the change I've ever wanted
Is not the kind that fits in my pocket
It's the change you mentioned
In all the promises you never kept

Yet I held on tight to all of that
As you slowly tugged and teased
I looked back, for just a moment
And completely lost my grip

So here I am blaming my very own hands
Innocent until proven guilty, but they hold evidence
Against me, against you, for what we didn't do
But should have done, we should have won

And now you're trapped inside a glass box
You can see everything you can't reach
So you turn to another source for help
And imagine the box is where you want to be

Why can't you see?
There's so much more you could be doing
Why can't you see?
A better life you could be living
Why can't you see?
Because you're too busy hallucinating

If you find this all too much to bear
Because my words aren't exactly what's nice to hear
If you think it better to walk away,
Because that's all the strength left and nothing to say
Then take your steps, but count each one
Because that's how many you'll need
when you realize what you've done
And when you get here you will see
Only the shadow of what used to be

Hello Closure, how nice of you to join us
We were just talking about you and I
And how we've finally arrived.

23 juin 2009

(pas de sujets)

Wondering what time it'll be
when it all finally works out for me
I can't help but think it's taking too long
And the time on my clock says
Right about now...
Something's going wrong.

It's that damn IF that keeps us looking up
It's that damn IF that keeps us falling down
It's that damn IF that won't let us get out

Stars are falling as the sky gets darker
and you cup your hands and catch them.
What will you do with a handful of stars,
will you wish away all your problems?

Wondering when the battery died
in this old alarm clock of mine
Can't help but think there should've been change
And the time on my clock says
Right about now...
Things can't stay the same.

IF you do then you will
IF you don't then you won't
IF you want then you'll get
IF you try then you might
But what IF 'then' never comes
and you're stuck til death do you part
with a question the size of a monster

WHAT IF?

It's that damn IF that keeps us looking up
It's that damn IF that keeps us falling down
It's that damn IF that won't let us get out

Stars are falling as the sky gets darker
and you cup your hands and catch them.
What will you do with a handful of stars,
will you wish they'd never fallen?

Fallen on you
Whoa oh
Fallen on you
Whoa oh
The stars
They've fallen on you

22 juin 2009

Party Monster

Well since you decided to ruin our relationship over drugs.
I decided to see what all the fuss was about.

20 juin 2009

(pas de sujets)

"What do you want most right now?"
"...aleia"
"How bad?"
"...really fucking bad"
"Then why don't you go get her?"
"..because she doesn't want me."

You are a liar.
You are a thief.

You wouldn't know what you wanted
if it walked up to you and handed you your heart.
and
You aren't worth it.

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17 juin 2009

(pas de sujets)

I am so frustrated.
I am so confused.
I am so upset.
I am so tired.

I KNOW IT'S NOT ME.
I know you're never going to pick me.
Not over all the fun you could be having,
not over all the experiences you could look back on.
Not a chance.
I know I should just forget it.
I'm not waiting.

I'm not.
I'm not giving you this chance to just tear me down.

Fuck that.
This time I'm mad.
At myself, at you, at this situation.
I'm not mad.
I'm fucking pissed.
Pissed that I could've been done with all this years ago.
Pissed because I should have been done with this years ago.
I should have learned my lesson and let you go.
Who cares what you do?
Who cares who you do?
Not me.
Not anymore.
I've missed out on way too much waiting for you.
For you...HA.
For you to what?
Waiting for you to come and lie to me and make me feel like I exist,
and then show me that you can make me disappear.
Well fuck that.
Fuck every single time you did that to me.
Fuck every single time I let you do that to me.
Fuck everything.
I can't do this anymore.
I said it last time, it was all or nothing.
I guess it's nothing.

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16 juin 2009

AT THE END OF THE DAY

Twisting and you're turning
with your eyes closed leading a parade
trying hard to break the rules
but then you're following your rules
there's still structure in your taste

Winding down the road you've chosen
at a fast and fast and faster rate
praying for a break but its the rules you break
that leave you thinking
you're making a mistake

And at the end of the day you love me
and " I love you too" is what comes out
But it's before the day is over
that I sit and think and think about
you and me and we and us
and who we're trying to fool
and who will believe...
believe a fool who believes in love?

You find me in the middle
of a big decision difficult for me to make
I'm thinking way too much
but then its simply not enough
How long is this going to take?

Twisting and I'm turning
with my eyes closed trying to get away
from everything from you
but then you're what I'm running to
I can't seem to go astray

And at the end of the day you love me
and " I love you too" is what comes out
But it's before the day is over
that I sit and think and think about
you and me and we and us
and who we're trying to fool
and who will believe...
believe a fool who believes in love?

At the end of the day oh at the end of the day
at the end of the day is everything okay?

At the end of the day oh at the end of the day
at the end of the day is there a reason to stay?

Turnin' corners with a mirror don't you dare get caught
And who will you find to replace me? To fill in my spot?

At the end of the day oh at the end of the day
at the end of the day what is there left to say?

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09 juin 2009

They Wished...

This is for the dreamers that never quite gave up
Kept staring at the world with their eyes wide shut

And they wished on every star in the sky
that became unglued and flew by
at 11:11 every night
without a doubt in their minds..

This is just hoping that the dreamers stay true
Holding on to everything we wish we could too

So we wish on every star in the sky
that becomes unglued and flies by
at 11:11 every night
without a doubt in our minds...

that it will all come true.

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"That's what everybody wants,Nicky. They don't want a twenty-four-hour hump sesh, they don't want to be married to you for a hundred years. They just want to hold your hand."

-Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist